i can't believe he's really gone.. i'm very heartbroken and sadden by this news. 1 day latee.. i couldve flown my dad over there.. but stupid me.. didn't know.. now i'm sitting here miserable.. he passed away last night around seven.. i don't know how my cousins feeling right now. but i'm really afraidd how stressful they areee about this whole situation.. and my aunt.. my aunt not young no more.. i'm scareedd.. i'm soo afraidd she might bee soo stressed out.. i know she's a strong women.. but.. i can't believeeee it.. he shut his eyes.. he didn't wait for my dad to comee by his sidee.. i feel terriable.. i feel sicken to myself. this is so ridiciolous.. but yet.. i can't cry..
